Do Rei Me

get out of my fucking head.......

2007-08-21T20:39:04Z

When will I ever find whatever it is I'm looking for.

2007-08-19T11:27:22Z

where have i been and where am i going. i feel stuck yet im being dragged forward, i feel seprate from myself again, i feel like im there but a bystander, i watching everything unfold around me.

i dont feel in it.
not at all
i dont know whats happening, yet its all too familiar,

i feel like i have a hole and i can hear wind ripping through it.

i dont know whats right

im so confilcted, its like theres these serious of tests and all have something that could be worth while but i have to lose something important to me something i care about for a risk

but you can only go forward

i want to go back

but when i look back i dont see anyone i know

i cant tell if there happy

i see smiles but i can remember inside

i dont know those people

how can i be her

how can she be me

i hate this consistant change

i have no idea what i want

i want a feeling

but im only thinking i can have it

i certainly dont feel it

I'm nineteen i love a boy who drives me up the wall, whos actions make me feel not good enough, not the person the way he treats me, and now that where not together i want to be back where i was i want him to treat me the way he is now when where together, but just when it gets there again he has to say something awful to me.....

he doesnt know who i am

he just assumes i going to sleep with someone else,

Because i bet in his head i have become one of those girls.

im not i have feelings and im not going to disregard them .

i am in love with a boy who treats me better away from me.

i wish he could look at me and really know something about me.

know my soul know my love, but he doesnt see into me

who does he see when he looks at me?

everything feels so tight

i want to be with aaron, and i dont

i want to build a bridge that wont break...

dont i?

i wanna feel satisfied with my decision, when will that happen?

when will i look back and say this was the right thing?

or its better this way,

but when will i believe that when will that be true......

theres a chance ill start to wonder if this was the thing to do. I just want back into your head.

2007-08-14T22:55:07Z

I collapse........
This life looks like a sentence, A constant game of falling short.

When I feel like this,
When I'm just so sick of feeling less than perfect.

Is it right for me?????

I feel myself, holding back.
I feel the pressure, it's finally back.
I'm taken
When you feel like this, when you saw it call come crashing down
Subtle but not underground.

I was there
I saw the signs,
I saw unfair
And so I write to you through other means
I let myself finally feel taken
Like I was yours

If you're taken I am yours
I'm up and doing circles

I'm taken, I am yours
I'm up and doing circles

I collapse

Non-insistent.
I follow suit and layed out on my back.
Imagine that!!!!!

A million hours left to think of you and think of that,
Calm down, I'm calling you to say.

I'm capsized, staring on the edge of safe
Calm down, I'm calling back to say

I'm home now.

I'm coming around, I'm coming around
Nobody likes to but I really like to cry.

Encircle me, I need to be, taken down

Nobody.
Encircle me, I need to be, taken down .

i offically have a fucking problem......

2007-07-13T15:20:35Z

Miyavi<33333333

something doesnt feel right....and EVERYTHING feels like its crumbling......EVERYTHING.

trouble...

2007-05-30T21:40:36Z

oh trouble, go from me.

I'm only pretty sure that I can't take anymore,

2007-05-21T00:31:39Z

Before you take a swing, I wonder what are we fighting for,
When I say out loud, I want to get out of this, I wonder,
Is there anything I'm going to miss, I wonder
How's it going to be, When you don't know me,
How's it going to be, When you're sure I'm not there,
How's it going to be, When there is no one there to talk to,
Between you and me, 'Cause I don't care,
How's it going to be,
How's it going to be,

Where we used to laugh, There's a shouting match,
Sharp as a thumbnail scratch,
A silence I can't ignore,

do not bother

2007-04-23T01:07:02Z

i do not want to hear anymore excuses.

Take it with you, I need it not.

2007-04-14T14:17:23Z

Some people i know make it so easy for me to hate them......

so so easy....

i know you'll read this

you want to see just how serious i am...

i hope those words burn into your mind forever.....

i ment every single word i said and they have never flowed out of my mouth as beautifully as when we last spoke.

and i go to bed sure of the fact that you will never forget them.....

you will die very lonely

after a while your voice will do nothing to me....
im am not excited to hear it anymore

this is it...

"i'd auction off a fuck, for that blind cause you ride in"

about that

2007-03-27T00:07:47Z

doebaby @ 2007-02-27T23:57:00

2007-02-28T04:57:47Z

imatrex 50mg

and lots of vicodin

make me wanna kill everything then go to sleep for three years

New

2007-02-19T13:41:38Z

stained glass windows and new appliances here i come......

thank you johnnny baby!!

doebaby @ 2007-02-12T11:24:00

2007-02-12T16:24:55Z

COME AND FIND ME...........

Why I Love Bill.....

2007-02-12T05:53:40Z

doe baby o (10:57:33 PM): hello
underwere wolves (10:59:31 PM): yo
doe baby o (10:58:01 PM): did you time travel again?
underwere wolves (11:00:53 PM): no
underwere wolves (11:01:02 PM): i've been stressin
doe baby o (10:59:31 PM): about what?
underwere wolves (11:02:17 PM): everything
doe baby o (11:00:49 PM): wanna converse about it?
underwere wolves (11:03:09 PM): i'll end up talking myself into outerspace
doe baby o (11:01:46 PM): well ill listen, only if you would like
underwere wolves (11:04:05 PM): http://news.bbc.co.uk/2/hi/americas/6297149.stm
underwere wolves (11:04:16 PM): new non-lethal weapon
underwere wolves (11:05:10 PM): non-lethal weapons are so fucked up
doe baby o (11:03:36 PM): interesting but i have a feeling that it may cause some serious problems
underwere wolves (11:05:29 PM): i know
doe baby o (11:03:55 PM): big problems
underwere wolves (11:05:42 PM): microwaves make free radicals
doe baby o (11:04:03 PM): yeah
underwere wolves (11:06:04 PM): they don't kill anymore
underwere wolves (11:06:10 PM): that raises morale
underwere wolves (11:06:24 PM): injuring kills your desire to fight
doe baby o (11:04:42 PM): yeah they just cause cancer and brain damage
underwere wolves (11:06:33 PM): and incredible burning
doe baby o (11:04:55 PM): right
underwere wolves (11:06:40 PM): all you can do is run and scream
underwere wolves (11:06:45 PM): it's control
underwere wolves (11:06:55 PM): to protect us
doe baby o (11:05:14 PM): isnt everything though?
underwere wolves (11:06:58 PM): a.k.a the gov
underwere wolves (11:07:21 PM): no itr's not
doe baby o (11:05:48 PM): i just want to know where it starts....
underwere wolves (11:07:31 PM): i'm done being sarcastic about it
doe baby o (11:06:07 PM): like beyond the gov
doe baby o (11:06:23 PM): like who is the person who controls them
underwere wolves (11:08:07 PM): fear
underwere wolves (11:08:13 PM): different beliefs
doe baby o (11:06:40 PM): beyond that
doe baby o (11:06:46 PM): where did it come from
underwere wolves (11:08:38 PM): no, beliefs are where everything starts
doe baby o (11:07:09 PM): but where do the beliefs arise>
doe baby o (11:07:11 PM): ?
underwere wolves (11:09:09 PM): questions
doe baby o (11:07:35 PM): but whos asking?
underwere wolves (11:09:25 PM): psychedelic fungus and plants
doe baby o (11:07:56 PM): but beyond them
doe baby o (11:07:58 PM): before
underwere wolves (11:09:44 PM): aliens
underwere wolves (11:09:47 PM): the dog star
doe baby o (11:08:08 PM): before them
underwere wolves (11:10:04 PM): string theory?
doe baby o (11:08:25 PM): where does free will and thoughts come from
underwere wolves (11:11:04 PM): being aware of sensations
underwere wolves (11:11:37 PM): i wonder if we started giving animals psychedelics...
underwere wolves (11:11:45 PM): would they evolve
doe baby o (11:10:28 PM): butwhere does that come from..ok like we have this huge brain and all this amazing capabilities.....but we only use like what 10% of it, why only 10?doe baby o (11:10:38 PM): why not more what stops us?
underwere wolves (11:12:29 PM): ourselves
doe baby o (11:10:53 PM): why
doe baby o (11:11:02 PM): why do we only use 10%
underwere wolves (11:13:06 PM): because of beliefs ingrained into our subconciousness
doe baby o (11:11:30 PM): from where?
underwere wolves (11:13:27 PM): look around you sister
doe baby o (11:11:54 PM): but before that
doe baby o (11:11:57 PM): beforwe
underwere wolves (11:13:43 PM): subconcious is everything
underwere wolves (11:13:48 PM): its nothing
underwere wolves (11:14:04 PM): it's nomena
underwere wolves (11:14:15 PM): we turn it into phenomena
doe baby o (11:12:33 PM): we do we really wake up?
doe baby o (11:12:46 PM): when**
underwere wolves (11:14:36 PM): al the time
underwere wolves (11:14:38 PM): all
underwere wolves (11:14:41 PM): right now
doe baby o (11:13:08 PM): i want to be my 100% not 10
underwere wolves (11:15:01 PM): do it right now
doe baby o (11:13:23 PM): how?
underwere wolves (11:15:09 PM): know that you are using 100
underwere wolves (11:15:16 PM): truely know
underwere wolves (11:15:19 PM): and believe
underwere wolves (11:15:25 PM): not a single doubt
doe baby o (11:13:44 PM): but thats like the gateless gate
doe baby o (11:13:49 PM): jung
doe baby o (11:14:00 PM): and wilber they both said it
underwere wolves (11:15:48 PM): well, that's the best i can do for you
doe baby o (11:14:13 PM): relization
underwere wolves (11:16:11 PM): wait
underwere wolves (11:16:19 PM): what about magick?
doe baby o (11:14:42 PM): what about it
doe baby o (11:14:43 PM): ?
underwere wolves (11:16:34 PM): look into it
doe baby o (11:14:54 PM): i have
doe baby o (11:14:57 PM): everything
underwere wolves (11:16:44 PM): make sigils
doe baby o (11:15:06 PM): i have
underwere wolves (11:17:00 PM): you can borrow my cerimonial dagger
doe baby o (11:15:20 PM): meditation
doe baby o (11:15:26 PM): mantras
doe baby o (11:15:33 PM): spell
underwere wolves (11:17:18 PM): tantra
doe baby o (11:15:45 PM): isnt that sex?
underwere wolves (11:17:31 PM): dance and chant
underwere wolves (11:17:38 PM): yes, tantras sex
underwere wolves (11:17:48 PM): breathing
doe baby o (11:16:07 PM): ive done it
doe baby o (11:16:20 PM): but its all too physical
underwere wolves (11:18:04 PM): inspire is another word for breathe
doe baby o (11:16:34 PM): its like i cant get a spiritual thing
underwere wolves (11:18:29 PM): if you're only breathing then your just living
underwere wolves (11:18:35 PM): being alive
underwere wolves (11:18:37 PM): being
doe baby o (11:17:26 PM): i just dont know what else to do
underwere wolves (11:19:29 PM): have you experienced ego loss?
doe baby o (11:18:07 PM): yeah the movement from early ego to late ego
underwere wolves (11:19:56 PM): no
underwere wolves (11:20:01 PM): death and rebirth
doe baby o (11:18:31 PM): waiting for the rebirth
underwere wolves (11:20:21 PM): tripping
underwere wolves (11:20:28 PM): tibetan book of the dead
underwere wolves (11:20:46 PM): dancing and chanting to achieve different planes of existence
doe baby o (11:19:17 PM): but its only a temporary visit
doe baby o (11:19:30 PM): it like drugs
underwere wolves (11:21:31 PM): or drugs are like them
doe baby o (11:19:57 PM): they take you there for only a moment and then boom back down
underwere wolves (11:21:46 PM): nooo
underwere wolves (11:22:03 PM): i've changed alot
underwere wolves (11:22:05 PM): and still am
doe baby o (11:20:33 PM): well change is constant
underwere wolves (11:22:18 PM): even when i'm not tripping or doing the others
underwere wolves (11:22:32 PM): yes, but i've coe more intune
underwere wolves (11:22:40 PM): when i started saying i was a profit
underwere wolves (11:22:43 PM): i wasnt
doe baby o (11:21:11 PM): but you believed it?
underwere wolves (11:22:57 PM): but i've become really good at mind over matter
doe baby o (11:21:21 PM): explain
underwere wolves (11:23:09 PM): yes i did, but i knew i wasnt
underwere wolves (11:23:11 PM): i can't
doe baby o (11:21:34 PM): then why are you stressed?
underwere wolves (11:23:23 PM): but i actually call things before they happen alot
underwere wolves (11:24:19 PM): i've done TONS of acid, and practiced non drug induced ego loss
underwere wolves (11:24:41 PM): acid puts you into ego loss without all the practice
doe baby o (11:22:59 PM): but i want to acheive it drug free
underwere wolves (11:24:58 PM): it's easier after doing drugs
underwere wolves (11:25:06 PM): since it leaves the door open
doe baby o (11:23:25 PM): so i like a challage
underwere wolves (11:25:13 PM): okay
underwere wolves (11:25:16 PM): it's still possible
doe baby o (11:23:45 PM): but its different with everyone
doe baby o (11:23:49 PM): right?
underwere wolves (11:25:37 PM): what?
underwere wolves (11:25:42 PM): the challenge
underwere wolves (11:25:44 PM): yes
doe baby o (11:24:05 PM): i mean your way might not get me there
doe baby o (11:24:17 PM): yeah the challage
doe baby o (11:24:27 PM): challange**
underwere wolves (11:26:13 PM): yeah
underwere wolves (11:26:21 PM): some people are total idiots
doe baby o (11:24:45 PM): i dont think i am
underwere wolves (11:26:45 PM): and will die without ever knowing how to interprewt language in more than 7 ways
underwere wolves (11:26:55 PM): there are over 100
doe baby o (11:25:17 PM): im aware
underwere wolves (11:27:08 PM): our education system only teaches seven
underwere wolves (11:27:11 PM): okay
underwere wolves (11:27:12 PM): good
underwere wolves (11:27:27 PM): i wasn't saying you're an idiot
doe baby o (11:25:52 PM): i know
doe baby o (11:26:08 PM): but im a way i am quite
underwere wolves (11:27:58 PM): there must be something holding you back
doe baby o (11:26:14 PM): i mean 10%
underwere wolves (11:28:06 PM): fear of actually getting there?
doe baby o (11:26:35 PM): perhaps
doe baby o (11:26:43 PM): fear of the truth
doe baby o (11:26:53 PM): fear of knowing too much
doe baby o (11:27:12 PM): fear of being alone
underwere wolves (11:29:38 PM): yeah, if you fall into that junk
doe baby o (11:28:17 PM): well i suppose its part of my challage
underwere wolves (11:30:13 PM): junk being fear
doe baby o (11:28:51 PM): overcome my fear
doe baby o (11:29:00 PM): fear being of course an illusion
underwere wolves (11:31:03 PM): that creates the fear
doe baby o (11:29:26 PM): the illusion?
underwere wolves (11:32:08 PM): its not an illusion
underwere wolves (11:32:12 PM): its there
underwere wolves (11:32:20 PM): but not in anyway we can imagine
doe baby o (11:30:57 PM): so lets talk about the blanket theory
underwere wolves (11:33:11 PM): i think everything, (everything not being a thing) are actions and happenings
doe baby o (11:31:37 PM): mhmm
underwere wolves (11:33:48 PM): your arm looks and agrees with the other senses because thats how it works
doe baby o (11:32:35 PM): ok
underwere wolves (11:34:20 PM): and that's the best sense we can make of it
underwere wolves (11:34:35 PM): i should work on getting six fingers
doe baby o (11:32:55 PM): but why does it have to make sence?
doe baby o (11:33:10 PM): sense
doe baby o (11:33:12 PM): ?
underwere wolves (11:35:26 PM): because if it didnt we wouldnt be here to experience it
underwere wolves (11:35:28 PM): i think
underwere wolves (11:35:47 PM): we wouldnt be aware of it
doe baby o (11:34:07 PM): but what if trying to make SENSE of everything was also a problem
underwere wolves (11:35:57 PM): percieving
underwere wolves (11:36:08 PM): it's both
underwere wolves (11:36:13 PM): a problem
underwere wolves (11:36:20 PM): and a solution
underwere wolves (11:36:31 PM): we need to find THE solution
doe baby o (11:34:55 PM): what if thats pushing experiences that dont make sense into a catagory it doest belong...
underwere wolves (11:36:41 PM): all we ever have are solutions-to
doe baby o (11:35:08 PM): right but what if there is no solution
underwere wolves (11:36:58 PM): who are you to say it doesnt belong
doe baby o (11:35:24 PM): or if that solution doesnt make sense
underwere wolves (11:37:13 PM): it wont
doe baby o (11:35:31 PM): thats what im saying
doe baby o (11:36:10 PM): who am i to say it doesnt belong
doe baby o (11:36:29 PM): it goes back to my 10%
underwere wolves (11:38:24 PM): who are you not
doe baby o (11:36:47 PM): why doesnt my brain what to comprehend
doe baby o (11:37:00 PM): want
underwere wolves (11:39:05 PM): BECAUSE COMPREHENDING IS CONSCIOUS THOUGHT
doe baby o (11:37:23 PM): if i crave it why cant i have it?
underwere wolves (11:39:38 PM): you can't comprehend whats really there
underwere wolves (11:39:41 PM): or not yet
underwere wolves (11:40:00 PM): one big thing i realized
doe baby o (11:38:18 PM): but when will the conscious and the unconscious intertwine?
doe baby o (11:38:31 PM): when will the fog lift
doe baby o (11:38:42 PM): when will separation be unified?
underwere wolves (11:40:41 PM): subconscious yeilds conscious
doe baby o (11:39:27 PM): so whats the moral of the story?
underwere wolves (11:41:56 PM): we don't know
underwere wolves (11:42:03 PM): we know we can't know
doe baby o (11:40:36 PM): but what if we do in the other 90%
underwere wolves (11:42:29 PM): if someone came to the answer would they know it?
doe baby o (11:41:03 PM): would they even know the question?
underwere wolves (11:42:55 PM): there wouldnt be one anymore
underwere wolves (11:43:04 PM): therefore theres no answer
underwere wolves (11:43:14 PM): just there
underwere wolves (11:43:16 PM): being there
doe baby o (11:42:07 PM): like answer the question makes it a statement?
doe baby o (11:42:17 PM): almost as if there was never a qestion
underwere wolves (11:44:05 PM): i've been so hung up on this too
doe baby o (11:42:22 PM): question?
doe baby o (11:42:37 PM): its a complete paradox
underwere wolves (11:44:34 PM): one night i formulated all my thoughts in only the word be
underwere wolves (11:44:41 PM): and its forms
doe baby o (11:43:04 PM): mhmm
underwere wolves (11:44:54 PM): and sometimes words like, "to" and "the"
doe baby o (11:43:21 PM): be here now
underwere wolves (11:45:07 PM): stop calling it you
underwere wolves (11:45:34 PM): call the student in you the srtudent
underwere wolves (11:45:41 PM): the employee the employee
underwere wolves (11:45:46 PM): and so on
doe baby o (11:44:10 PM): and what does it accomplish?
underwere wolves (11:46:01 PM): do it for a week
underwere wolves (11:46:07 PM): i havent
underwere wolves (11:46:28 PM): but know what it achieved for me
underwere wolves (11:46:34 PM): through other ways
underwere wolves (11:46:49 PM): it'll liberate you from yourself
underwere wolves (11:47:08 PM): or make you create your own illness
doe baby o (11:45:36 PM): theres the fear again
underwere wolves (11:47:59 PM): you wont
underwere wolves (11:48:05 PM): i just had a vision of it
doe baby o (11:46:31 PM): will i reach it?
underwere wolves (11:48:18 PM): yes
underwere wolves (11:48:34 PM): don't be afraid sister
doe baby o (11:46:51 PM): or are you just telling me this because its what i need to hear?
underwere wolves (11:48:48 PM): who am i to say what you need
underwere wolves (11:48:52 PM): i'm just saying
underwere wolves (11:48:54 PM): just saying
underwere wolves (11:48:56 PM): and just

Dont look at me with your eyes....

2007-02-11T05:13:01Z

just because i invited you in doesnt mean i gave you the key.

and just for the record, i am not like stonehenge.

when the sun sets , the secrets are shown,

you just can't see them standing there.

stop using her, i know your tacts, better than anyone,

i remember your weakness...

lest you forget.....

truth,

you WERE once.

feel lucky...

but with you love is just a word,conceded, empty, hollow, and materalistic...

sounds like someone i know....

yeah i smile but it never comes when your near

as far as me,

if i trip i will catch my self and the second time i will be sure to turn around and be aware of what i tripped over.....

but until then i will keep walking forward....

so lets play your game,

lets go back to 10th grade

and pretend you never sat there and looked me in the eyes..

and lets pretend that you werent that boy in love with this girl ....

and ill promise to let you...

Your consumed with rage, and I'm consumed with you.

2007-02-07T17:13:56Z

"I cant take my eyes off of you..."

2007-02-06T13:10:40Z

small, simple, safe price.

The way you make me feel parts II and III

2007-02-02T15:08:47Z

the way you make me feel

2007-02-01T14:25:30Z

Heres to you.....farewell forever

2007-01-31T15:11:26Z

for the very last time there is no room for you......

Hasten your speed, And watch your step........

2007-01-30T17:09:18Z

Skapaður í mynd manns í líki karls og
Konu tvöföld var sú synd hans sgaði hans
Sonur ekki hryggja heldur sefa mín lífs-
Speki alltaf rétt ?
Betra er að þiggja en gefa sagði sá ríki og
Öll hans stétt ég sem kenndi hér svo margt
En engin nam það á mig fékk en ég lærði
Að lífið hér var hart enda var ég það sem á
Krossinum hékk heiðarlegur einfari það var ég það ég sver
En hinn breiði vegur var greiðfærari hann geng ég og krossinn ber
Alla tíð

Today

2007-01-26T13:45:22Z

Broken skyline, movin' through the airport
She's an honest defector
Conscientious objector
Now her own protector

Broken skyline, which way to love land
Which way to something better
WHICH WAY TO FORGIVENESS
Which way do I go

Time to move on, time to get going
What lies ahead, I have no way of knowing
But under my feet, baby, grass is growing
It's time to move on, it's time to get going

Sometime later, getting the words wrong
Wasting the meaning and losing the rhyme
Nauseous adrenaline
Like breakin' up a dogfight
Like a deer in the headlights
Frozen in real time
I'm losing my mind

doebaby @ 2007-01-25T10:39:00

2007-01-25T15:49:12Z

This origami dream is beautiful: pull the tail watch
the wings flap
But you really can't do a thing with that.

All I ever wanted was to pick apart the day
Swallow up the pieces
Spit 'em at your species

Night-light got me when the daylight went to evening

I'm pretty sure I got a pulse

The results a dead-beat trying to make a dollar
off a bomb threat

Lift me to activism chain activate

what is there to want when wanton is gone.......

answer: nothing

i am no different

do you eveen see my face....
is that why you fuck me like that
so you can imagine im someone else

yeah i bet

i bet you puke lies.

someday i hope you CHOKE.

like things you cant have well maybe you'll like me now....

Hurry Up

2007-01-15T05:17:14Z

I agreed with pretty much the whole fucking thing.

2007-01-11T14:31:46Z

but then it hit me i HAVE TO GET THE FUCK OUT OF HERE......

what the fuck am i doing

how did this happen.....

its funny to me how true dans wordss are.....

its like hes playing a joke on me because i dont want him to take care of me....
and now im paying for it....
only for a time i actually wanted aaron....
i dont want shame

but i went any way...

"why cant it be like the summer."

"because its not the summer, shame."

now i have a headache.....and most likely a hangover, vommiting has come into mind......

but not yet...

is this what i want to get drunk, play pool, act stupid, and have late night conversations about my life with some idiot in a twin bed?

the answer is abosoluty not....

but ive given up caring.....

try that for awhile until i get sick of it and pull myself out of it....

it will probley happen in the morning.....

i made aarons bed for the last time felt satified that now i was completely uninteresting, and no longer a favorite anymore, hoped he would get the metaphor of the bed being made.....but i doubt it....then i left....

with the feeling that i will never be HERE again....

and i woke up this morning and still had that feeling(and a headache) so yay for constistancey for once in my life.....

but i didnt want to be there either.....
i didnt want to be anywhere

actually i wanted to be all alone in an empty white space floating......

FUCKED UP.
i wish i could cry about they way that i woke up feeling yesturday but for some reason i cannot.

but i guess my body has just stopped feeling anything for the time being except empty and hungover.

i wish i was 56 and far away from this point in my life....

maybe id be dead...

and have nothing to complain about.

And then there was none

2007-01-10T18:19:26Z

Gold teeth and a curse for this town were all in my mouth.
Only, i don't know how they got out, dear.
Turn me back into the pet that i was when we met.
I was happier then with no mind-set.

And if you'd 'a took to me like
A gull takes to the wind.
Well, i'd 'a jumped from my tree
And i'd a danced like the king of the eyesores
And the rest of our lives would 'a fared well.

New slang when you notice the stripes, the dirt in your fries.
Hope it's right when you die, old and bony.
Dawn breaks like a bull through the hall,
Never should have called
But my head's to the wall and i'm lonely.

And if you'd 'a took to me like
A gull takes to the wind.
Well, i'd 'a jumped from my tree
And i'd a danced like the kind of the eyesores
And the rest of our lives would 'a fared well.

God speed all the bakers at dawn may they all cut their thumbs,
And bleed into their buns 'till they melt away.

I'm looking in on the good life i might be doomed never to find.
Without a trust or flaming fields am i too dumb to refine?
And if you'd 'a took to me like
Well i'd a danced like the queen of the eyesores
And the rest of our lives would 'a fared well